feeling reflective

as half the internship slips away, i decided to look back at what has been happening for the past 1/4 year. nuttin much is happening at work. and sometimes it can get a little irritating esp for someone as restless as i am. but den again i'm starting to like not doing anything for a change. i'm giving myself a break, maybe in preparation for the next hectic sem in school. so this is probably a good time to recharge. and i got myself a new fren from school which is really rare in our competitive environment. and with TOO much time on our hands, we share so many things like our values, opinions, experiences (and food!). these are things that are invaluable as compared to working our ass off. so, like wat i always like to say: things happen for a reason. even shit happens for a good reason.

orh den again, old frenz are the real gem. always in my heart. :>

and with more time on hand, i can think through wat i want in life. and to be more focused on getting it. if i were to be going on shoots all the time, i'm pretty sure this fresh relationship of mine will go down the drain. den i'll probably kill myself for letting it slip through my fingers. thru this r/s, i learn so much about myself, about people around me and what i should do to handle things better. i'm still far from doing it right. but i'm learning. i know i am. and i like the way things are now. and it can only get better.

and thru all this, i start to open my heart and let the pessimism in me out of it. there's no problem that can't be solved.

suddenly the world seems a nicer place to live in.